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12:06PM

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12:29AM

try as hard as she might the woman, if a woman she was, couldnt find the boy. Even though he wasnt real, she wanted to see him, she needed to know what it was like not to exist, but she just couldnt find him...he wasnt anywhere...she couldnt ask him.

i have seen the girl around i have seen her in the hallway between my second and third class i have seen her leaving campus in the direction of the coffeehouse in the afternoon and i have seen her buying a soda at the quik-stop where i had first spoken to her it seemed that she was different instead of not looking anywhere with a purpose and just drifting along she seemed to always scan about her today looking for something. i think i love her

11:08PM

the woman, if she was a woman, was standing. if standing you could call it. she was one with the items, gazing into them for near 15 minutes, but it seemed a mere moment. as the boy walked up she realized that he was clear, no no, no he was liquid. he spoke. she reached out, she felt him. "your not real". it was a thought, no, a voice...it was her voice. but it wasnt real. she left him but she didnt care. he wasnt real

i was standing in one of those little stores with the gas stations ya know and i saw this girl that i knew from school right and she was just kinda standin there lookin at this magazine or somethin so i go over you know to say hi and maybe chat but she just looks at me for like thirty seconds right so it was real crazy and then real slow and sturdy like she reaches out and pushes my shoulder like when you test someones balance right then just stares at me for a few seconds and says your not real then turns right around and walks out of the store just as you please ya know. i think i love her.

10:43PM

while im sure that most people lready have a site they go to to get there manga when they wish to actually purchase and pay for it...i came across this little site and thought i would share it with you anyway, just in case it has more than your site does.

http://www.mangavolume.com/

tell me if you know any other cool sites

6:08PM - Profound Revelations

so me and my buddies joe and corey were kicking it at the jb lounge and a man came up to us and stood there untill we asked him what was up--you could tell that he had no set homespot and wasnt entirely whole up in the attic--he said what i took to be some extremely meaningful and powerful words.

wandering wiseman-"i have seventeen cents in my right pocket"

us--*blank stares*

wandering wiseman-"can you give me any more change?"

us--look around at each other and him
joe-"we just spent all our money at the movies"
corey-"yeah a couple hours ago"
me-"sorry, i havent got any"*stutter stutter*

wandering wiseman-"im going to go see if they will let me use the restoom at famima*"

us--*blank looks*

wandering wiseman-"im going to walk right into rite aid** as if i fucking own the place and use the mens restroom"


i really wish that i had some money on me--i didnt though, nothing in my pockets at all--i honestly think that that was a very powerful conversation and that i learned something from that man


*famima is a super convenience store in a shopping center across the road from jb lounge
**there is a rite aid on the other side of the same shopping center

11:01PM

tomorrow is new years eve. then on new years day i will be eighteen. drink lotsa water to help prevent mad hangovers kids.

12:21PM - so much funness

alright so the play i was working on is finally over, last night was the last night...lol...so after we did final strike we headed over to the cast party...im sure everyone has, even if not experienced cast party heard about or knows about cast party...right. so yeah, i had so much fun, does anyone doubt the fact that humans are an amazing race of beings? i love people...i love theatre people...i love tech people...i love pit people...and all the other people...i love them too. i love.

11:39PM - tomorrow, ninja day

http://www.dayoftheninja.com

7:37PM - RE: brains

Hey guys, you should watch this video, it's hilarious. It's a song from a zombie that wants to eat this guy's brains...but it's in Machinima, which uses games to make a movie. It's really funny, you just need to watch it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BjMiDZIY1bM&eurl=

5:21PM - uber-survey,

1. Someone knocks on your door at 2 a.m., who do you want it to be?
-Santa Clause delivering my pineapple and olive pizza...yum

2. Your boss tells you he/she will give you a $20 raise if you'll do your job naked, do you stay and take the raise?
-am i a pornstar?

3. Put yourself in a nutshell:
-are you calling me nuts?

4. Have you ever seen a ghost?
-that was a great movie, i love whoopi goldberg

5. Happy with your body?
-im a very happy person and i have a body

6. A reason you would move to Iceland:
-BJORK!!!!!

7. A place you've lived that you miss:
-grants pass (i miss some other places too i guess)

8. A job you would never do, no matter how much you were paid:
-proffesional stepladder

9. A band/group/singer you thought was cool when you were 13:
-13? ummm that was like seventh grade right? i was totally into linkin park and sum 41

10. You have a nightmare, who's the first person you think to call?
-ghost busters!

11. Wanna have kids before you're 30?
-probably not

12. A memory from high school:
-heh, me amber a talking fluffy pink toy phone and alegebra...need i say more? oh oh, also ditching english with amber and kelly and ryan and cathy to go to dairy queen, we did that sometimes and it was always the hella best time in the back of cathys truck and all over town. god i have so many more....

13. Ever had a crush on one of your friend's parents?
-lord no

14. Naughtiest thing you've done at work:
-heh heh

15. Do you look more like your mom or dad?
-my dad i think

16. Something you've always wanted to learn how to do?
-speak italian, dance, sing

17. Where you'd like to be in 10 years:
-Mona Lisa Productions...my film studio that i am going to bring into existence

18. Something you learned about yourself this year:
-i have learned so much

19. What do you want for your birthday?
-vin deisel

20. Name three things you did today?
-talked to gunslinger on the phone
-did a little myspacing
-slept (it was a very very lazy day)

21. Last item you bought for yourself:
A diet pepsi with lime...yummy

22. Do you have an ornament hanging from your rearview mirror?
-FUCK YOU! *hangs head in shame at her car-less-ness

23.What did you have for breakfast?
-I didnt eat till like one oclock...ummm, top ramen

24. Name a Celebrity you have a crush on:
-actually...i cant think of one right now...thats odd

25. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
-as many as i want bitches

26. Have you ever been tied up?
-hello, like a million siblings i have...what do you think

27. What do you wish you were doing right now?
-I wish that right now me, amber and ryan were sitting under our tree in a triangle

28. Who's the first person in your phone book on your cell?
-its all in alphabetical order

29. Last time you witnessed a fight?
-this week actually, in the hall on my way to math class, i think it was thursday...but it might have been wednesday

30. Do you like your hair pulled?
- like in a fight or in a teasing way...cause if you pull it hard it hurts doncha know

31. Name three places you would like to travel to:
-Italy
-Japan
-ampsterdam

32. Do you know how to ice skate?
-i always fall...on my butt...*sigh*

33. Name something that you like that's out of the ordinary?
-i like people

34. Is bigger really better?
-while its not about the size of the ship but the motion of the ocean...what would you take to europe, a cruise liner or a tugboat?

35. What do you think of Brad Pitt?
-so much hottness, then him and angelina got together and its like...double hotness, or triple...that much hotness is just dangerous

36. Name a friend you have the most in common with?
-i would never be able to

37. Last person you talked with on the phone?
-Gunslinger

38. Do you own anything with a skull on it?
-my brain has a skull on it, and my skull has a face...but i dont think i have any skull marked possesions no.

39. Last movie you watched?
-Four brothers, i own it so i played on my new computer.

40. Where were you when you had your first kiss?
-his backyard

41. Last board game you played?
-i really dont care for boardgames...probably life or monopoloy

42. Leather or Lace?
-spandex?

43. Ever had a black eye?
-my eyes are brownish

44. Where do you rent your movies?
-20/20 video bitches

3:13PM - Gay Rights Bitches

"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines

We would like to know who really believes in gay rights on livejournal. There is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you truly believe in gay rights, then repost this and title the post as "Gay Rights". If you don't believe in gay rights, then just ignore this. Thanks.

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.

12:36AM - nah nah, im still alive

yeah....the subject tells all

3:45PM - the shits hit the fan

school things suck. there isnt room for me and like 60 other kids at the high school in my district,so they will bus us to another school, however we arent in the system yet so although school starts again on tuesday, they will call me on thursday to tell me when i will be able to start. now there may not be room for us in the other school either, so...i may have to go to an inner-city school instead of a west-end school. for those who dont know, that would be bad! BAD! so i may, if things get fucked up, just go through night school or get my GED, i just dont want to do that cause scholarships and other funding would then be harder to get. how is school going for you guys? no one gotten shot lately? just curious.....

Current mood: cold

Current music: velvet underground and nico

6:23PM

so here i am bored out of my mind, call me anyone....please, if your my friend, if you want to be my friend, hell if you hate my freaking guts but somewhere in your wonderful being will call me anyway to relieve my exasperating boredom and frustration. oh kiara, i will call you at nine,

7:21PM

well, i guess tuesday is the big day. i think its kind of funny, by my third year of high school i will have attended four different high schools.

3:40PM - ...

so yeah, im moving......again

1:35PM

i got initiated last night...i have 180 hours

1:03PM

my sister dara is getting married to amelio, you remember them, so i will probably come down to see it and be there for a few days. unfortunately, scholl will srill be in session.

2:14PM - im so happy

im being initiated into the international thespian society at the end of may.